The other day a very dear friend of mine delivered a baby ! A very sweet pink looking human.She had the most beautiful fingers and feet i have ever seen. Very small and very delicate. As i saw my friend struggle to hold the new life in her arms she seem to be completly lost as to how to handle the new being.The condition was like wise with her husband as well. He was shit scared ! My friend being just 2 years elder to me obviously the next thought that came to my mind was that now very soon im going to be the next one ! The though of marriage freeks me out so you can imagine wat this thought did to me.I went bezerk ......... Just imagine a new life in your hands you can make it or you can break it ! till the child is not matured enough to think right from wrong hes your toy!!!!!!!!!!! even a single wrong thought can make a big difference to his life.......................
Not that im scared of responsibilities but the though just scares me off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now with work i really never get the time for myself once i have a baby ohhhhhhh.......its just going to get messy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I dont know im still so scared with the thought !
The irony of life is that its the most joyful moment as well !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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